Will they miss me? Will they bother to come to my wake and see me for the last time no matter how busy they are? Will they always remember my smile and the girl who always talk so much craps with them? But I don't want them to cry. I know I will want to see their beautiful smile for the last time. I want to remember each and everyone of you. I want them to be strong. I want them to remember I an angel in their eyes and not a irritating girl who always complain.

And to my both parents. Sorry if I'm a very bad girl who always disobey what you all said. Sorry that I always talked back and argue with you. I'm not a good daughter. I never wished your happy birthday or mother's/father's day before in life. But on my birthday, your will always buy me a cake and celebrate with me. To my dearest dad. Thank you for working so hard supporting me and buy what I want even though how bad I treated you. Thank you mummie, for giving birth to me. Sorry to let you suffer for 9mths and end up having a unfilial daughter. You both will always be my best parents. In my next life, I will still want to be your daughter. I love you both.

People, you are all important to me. I really treasure each and everyone of you. Even though I may still act like a little girl, but I will learn to grow up. If one day I'm gone forever in your life, may you click on Nov'08 archieve and read this entry. But don't tear too much okays. And do let my parents read it too. I want them to know how much I love them.

Unknowingly, my tears had stared to flow down my face when I'm posting this. Used up alot of tissue paper already. Time to sleep and reflect what good things I've done in my entire life. Good night.