You & Me with Lil' Autumn. ♥

Monday, March 31, 2008 ; 2:04 AM♥

Went to ahma house just now in the afternoon. & during evening, we went to Semawang Bottle Tree Village to have dinner as ahma won 4D a few weeks ago. At least 8 or 10K. Haha. Lucky her. We had 3 tables and the total bill add up to $537 ba. Expensive or cheap leh? The service and GST charge already $30+. -.-

Anyway, I'm so freaking jealous of my cousin girlfriend lor! He've got his own car and he's "nice person". (Let's call him K.C.K). But of cos car more important, can go anywhere to partor. Hehe. That's why I want a boyfriend that has his own car. Very shiok. His girlfriend brought her chiwawa dog in the car. (I sit in his car to the Bottle Tree Village).

And after dinner, they carry down the dog. My very evil cousin K.C.K come carrying the dog chasing after me! Wtf. I'm really very afriad of animals lor! My another cousin (the one who went Korea with me and she's K.C.K older brother) also scared of animals. Lol. But we're not scared of insects like spiders or cockroaches. But of cos throw on the body will scared la! My another older cousin say we both can live together next time. Haas.

Don't know how bottle trees look like? Take a look at this website. It also show you the address and way of getting there. Very wulu! Must go in by car if not you must walk through dark narrow path. Scary~
http://www.can.com.sg/content/neocan/en/archive/spotlight/
sembawang/message_in_a_bottle/the_bottle_tree_village.html

Saturday, March 29, 2008 ; 12:57 AM♥

A great goodbye to you. I will remember and miss you. I will not be sad and shed a tear for you. I will stay strong, always. (:

"God doesn't give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, to make you the person you were meant to be."

Change blogsong, 苦茶 - 棒棒堂 & 黑涩会. I really love this song alot. Makes me think of you seh! I don't think I look like a girl who is very heartbroken lor. Cos I think feeling so sad because of a boy, really not worth it. Feeling sad because of money den worth it. 因为我不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有. At least I have those happy memories that will stay with me for life, better than nothing right? I still miss you alot lah! :D

So now, I'm going to aim new boyfriend when school starts! Wohoo! Hopefully he own a car so can sent me to school everyday. =P

微微笑的看你

越是认真就越让人心疼

街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨

没什么能做但我比谁都真诚

泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种能可爱的独特

让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷

怎样做才会完美像个男人

喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你(我爱你)

在那之前想对你说我愿意(我愿意)

你不必问你也不必等

这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你(我爱你)

在那之后你点头说我愿意(我愿意)

想照顾你想守护着你

这一刻只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真

大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分

怎样做才会完美像个男人(像个男人)

喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你(我爱你)

在那之前想对你说我愿意(我愿意)

你不必问你也不必等

这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你(我爱你)

在那之后你点头说我愿意(我愿意)

想照顾你想守护着你

这一刻只想把你抱紧

虽然永远还不可能

少了你的完整(少了你的完整)

两个对的人奇迹就能发生喔

不用等你开口先说我爱你(我爱你)

在那之前想对你说我愿意(我愿意)

你不必问你也不必等

这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你(我爱你)

在那之后你点头说我愿意(我愿意)

想照顾你想守护着你

这一刻只想把你抱紧

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ; 12:30 AM♥

Sometimes I feel so sick and tired of life. Like any time going to die soon. But life still need to go on. I hope 7 July comes soon. I really don't want to get stuck at home doing nothing. Anyway, my computer got problem!! I can't get MSN to work and I have to freakingly use ebuddy, which sucks. Its not internet connection got problem, is the computer admin thing inside. Whatever, I don't know how to fix it also. Very sad. :(

But nothing beats more better than this. ;)

My newest baby! Damn, I really love it alot lor! Make of pure leather (I think so. It smells exactly the same like those new leather sofa that just arrive at your house). But I don't like the strap as its a little too thick. And its like belt, have holes for you to adjust it. But its still too long for me leh! Or maybe I'm short. So need to punch new holes in it. My vintage bag strap is much better. And the surface issin't as furry as what I think. Its like under side of your leather sofa, that kind of soft rough material. The white thing there is made of rottan. Because its take with flash, so can't see clearly. See in real life more chio. Well, I just love my new baby. (:

Online shopping is damn good. You can get things that outside doesn't sell it. Can bargain some more. Bring you to my another online shopping good stuffs.

Can you imagine everything inside is like $2 or $2.50 only lor. (Except for my old cosmetic). From eyelash curler to eyeshadow, brushes and etc. I like the ELF Shine Eraser most. Its like those oil abosorbing sheet, very good and cheap. That's why I'm always spreeing in bulks. These are shipped directly from US, not any pasar malam goods. But its still Made in China loh. They're still nice to use. Buy so much because I want to use it for school. Yup, going to school with light makeup to cover all my pimple marks. Very sad, I don't have good skin complextion. If not I also don't need to use all these. :(

I just come my period on monday. Waliew~ Heng this time don't have cramps. Yucks. Make me can't sleep at night. Anyway, I wonder if other girls can feel the blood coming out if you're sitting and standing still without moving. I can feel lor. Its like one small lump of thing trying to come out. Very hard to describe. I just feel very wierd. Lols. I don't know why I'm sharing this in my blog. So gross. >.<

Ohh, and if you girls shave your armpit hair, remember to shave in all directions as you hair is not growing in just one direction. This is to make your armpit cleaner. I read it from a webside. :D

Monday, March 24, 2008 ; 12:40 AM♥

Can you imagine how freaking irritating it is when you parents tell you to off the computer and go to sleep. Grrr...!!! I can only close my eyes and fall asleep only when its 4am, if not don't bother asking me to sleep. I also don't take afternoon nap. And the next thing, SOCCER. I said before, 22 retarded chasing a ball and 2 statue goal keeper trying to save it. Uhh, how lame can this sport be. I'm saying this because I hate my father glueing onto the chair looking at his soccer things on the computer every weekend. Its very irritating esp when you're talking to people. Suddenly go mia. So wtf lor.

Whatever luh. Anyway, that chio sling bag I want has got stock. The seller tell me that their supplier has like got only 20 stock and they've only brought 8, 5 were sold already. The bag is also not mass produce which means I will hardly see any girls taking the same sling bag as me. Wohoo! This is what I want, getting something more unique and special. Happy lah! I can get my very chio bag on this coming tuesday! ^^

So I decided to sell off this checkers bag for $22. If nobody wants den I'll keep it for myself because I don't feel like chucking this bag aside. Very good quality and have a very strong leather smell. Mail me if you're intrested ya! (:

Anyway, I've borrow books from library on saturday. This time about cakes decoration. Omg!! So chio but so hard to make. If one day I really can produce such cakes come out, you people must call me a genius!! The hand skills must be very good and mind must be very creative. Oh man. I think I've lack all these skills. Enjoy the chio cakes! I hope to bake my own wedding cake and baby full month cake in the future! *Day dreaming* =S

Chio right? And the last 2 pictures are edited with Photobucket "Edit" programme. (I just found out when I'm uploading these pictures.) Just click on "edit" at the top of every picture and edit it! You don't need photoshop anymore! The first is added with "butterfly stickers" and the other is bluring out the corner. So fun! So, I'm going to take alot of pictures and edit it. :D

Saturday, March 22, 2008 ; 1:12 AM♥

You see this bag!! Chio or not, chio or not??!! Omg! And you only need to spend fucking $28 for such a chio bag uhh. But this bag surface is abit of furry and I'm afraid the colour will fade when used for a very long time. Hiax. I'm going to chuck off my vintage checkers sling bag. This is even more classy and lady. And checkers design bag are so freaking common. Have mailed the seller, hope there are still stock for this. If not I'm going to die. You tell me, how can you resist when you see chio stuffs?? Even if its $100, I also won't mind paying it lor, because its CHIO STUFFS. Lol. But wait till I have $100 den say. ;)

Ohyes, and I want to get a pair of loafers too! Not sure if it suits me, cos its like very adult like shoes. Don't you think this picture design is very chio also. I like things with buckle. White or black is fine with me. Maybe black so I can wear to school. But not sure they will accept loafers instead of heels. But loafers is sure to be damn more comfortable than those stupid high heels. So everytime shopping with my parents, I should open my eyes big big to get what I want. =P

With loafers, I can throw away this freaking $36.90 pair of Everlast shoes. When I first saw this pair of shoes, I really fall in love with it because its also damn chio. I even try to squeeze this shoes in my luggage to Korea with the shoebox. Really takes up damn alot of space. But now I hate it. It gave me the biggest blister I ever had at the back of my leg, as big as a 50 cent coin. Now I dare not wear out already. So next time you see a girl wearing slippers with a super ugly 50 cent mark at the back of her left leg, you will know its me. -.-

Friday, March 21, 2008 ; 1:00 AM♥

My baking in the afternoon is unsuccessful. Damn it. The mixture I baked is burnt, despite 2 times I've make. Wth. I don't know what went wrong, think the problem lies with the faulty oven. Temperature very uneven. Lazy to elaborate also. Lucky the ingredients are not very expensive. The mixture for 2 recipe is only 4 eggwhite with the eggyolk thrown into the dustbin, 1tbsp cream of tartar, 1 cup sugar. Lucky don't need flour. If not the sieving and measuring of it really makes me headache. *Shake head*

Baking cannot, so I tried cooking! Fried french fries and fish nugget. If frying also can get burnt den I must really slap myself hard. Standing the whole afternoon in the kitchen really makes my leg ache. Some more must wash and clean up. Evening still need to go downstairs buy food for my brothers. This time special, grab a few bowl of noodles from NTUC and we had this for dinner.

I feel than I'm such a good sister. Have to cook and wash their bowls, fold their clothes and etc. And they just won't appreciate it. *Slap their face* More like a maid than a sister. And I even give my youngest brother alot of ultimate kisses and hugs everyday. Cos he's too fat and nice to hug already. 34" inch for that big tummy of his whereas mine is only 2* inch. His arms are even fatter than mine. Jialat. -.-

& Happy Good Friday! Jesus is so weida to die for us uhh. (:

Thursday, March 20, 2008 ; 2:13 AM♥

Nothing to blog so I decided to write one so call report or summary about my trip to Korea. Lols.

Kind of miss the life in Korea. Not the food, but the weather and environment. Its so fking cooling and cold in the autumn going winter season. You'll get crack lips, dried skin. So yucky. I miss Lotte World and Everland. But Lotte World is even more chio and fun luh. I love the watermelon and melon ice cream. Its like $1/stick and I've eaten 4 or 5 sticks. Really feel like lugging one carton back to Spore. Its even nicer than your Ben & Jerry or Hagen Dazz. You will feel very refresh eating such a cold ice cream in such a weather. How can you experience this in Spore?? Some more can see those very chio red maple leaves where Spore highway only can see green coloured ones.

You can chiong at any cosmetic shop you pass by. Go Korea must really chiong on their cosmetic stuffs. Skinfood or Faceshop, spend all your money here. Really worth it compared with what you see in SG retail. Pay for those unnessary tax and shipping fees. The food is the most troublesome thing luh. Kimchi every meal. I don't even dare to taste it. Must try Korea food in Spore before going there if not you will suffer. Eat as many packets of seaweed as you can. But will have constipation because Koreans dun have the habit of eating fruits!! Hahaha. Korea seaweed is expensive to buy in SG. Don't ever buy their clothes because its really expensive. I rather you buy at Bugis Street or shopping centers. All clothes are not really Made in Korea. More likely from HK or China. So its the same luh.

Before my school starts, I feel like going for another holiday trip! Just Bintan or Bali will do, those resort kind. I want to try their body massage, meni and pendicure. The best thing is you can have seafood dinner every night!! Some more its so cheap lor. Thinking of it makes me so hungry. I really want to go!!

And later in the afternoon I'm going to try making the desert. Wohoo! But I hate cleaning up. So sian. Lucky my hands is those no matter how much you wash, it will still be smooth. The trick is to apply hand cream every night. Make sure the cream absorb into your skin. ^^

That's all folks, good night! (:

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ; 1:56 AM♥

Cooked dinner just now (yesterday lah). So damn tired. Fried fish and tofu. I hate fish!! The stupid hot oil will splatter on your hand if you're not careful with it. Just one tiny drop can make you cry. Thats why I hate cooking when it comes to frying. Stir fry vegetables still not bad, can manage well. Its a joy to chop and fry garlic bcos its the most simple thing in cooking. Lol. Ohya, I just hate the wok I have at home. So heavy can!! Use both hands to hold the wok den I cant stir the food down to the plate so my mum will have to help me. You will know what I mean if you cook at home. I'm trying hard to cook and act like a chef but this stupid wok is always tying me down. Grrr...!!! Should get my mum to buy light wok already.

http://www.foodtv.ca/recipes/recipedetails.aspx?dishid=2722

Die die I must make this dessert by this week. Simple and easy with the minimum ingredients used. But very sad, no picture to show because the webside dun have. But it looks so yummy when I saw on TV. But strawberries and whipping cream are expensive to get it. -.-

Sunday, March 16, 2008 ; 2:04 AM♥

I know I've not been blogging lately. I don't know what to write!! I've remove the chatango tagbox, looks so SUPER DEAD. And its the last day of holiday! Hahaha. So fast one week has past. Enjoy my taitai life for 3 months already. So boring!! Its like crying to the wall everyday calling out "save me", I'm dying. Hiaz hiaz hiaz.

Just now at night cab to BB's house again and den cab home. Lol. Cabs are the best vehichle!! Anyway, his sister and boyfriend is at home. His sister is so damn chio can!! With the boyfriend also quite good looking. She even ask me whether I had dinner or not. If next time my brother bring his girlfriend home, I think I also won't bother her. Lol!! See his whole table filled with books and homework, I feel like crying. Its enough to kill me. Maths questions are driving me crazy. Feel like banging my head on the wall. Really hope I won't study maths for the rest of my life (except for counting money). Luckily I'm out of this hell life. Phew~

Listen to this! My favourite English song. (Make sure you're not listen to any imeem.com playlist. It can only play one song at a time.) Its just so damn fucking sad and makes me feel like crying. Anyway, this singer has pass away. Only after reading the comments den I know it. Dance with my father, by Luther Van Dross.

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence

My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around 'til I fell asleep

Then up the stairs he would carry me

And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him

I'd play a song that would never, ever end

How I'd love, love, love

To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree

To get my way, I would run from her to him

He'd make me laugh just to comfort me

Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep

He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him

I'd play a song that would never, ever end '

Cause I'd love, love, love

To dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door

And I'd hear how my mother cried for him

I pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much

But could you send back the only man she loved

I know you don't do it usually

But dear Lord she's dying

To dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

Friday, March 14, 2008 ; 1:47 AM♥

Its friday! Hahaha. So have you people finish enjoying your holidays? I doubt so. Raining so heavily everyday so have to crop at home. But its so comfortable to sleep under your warm blanket. I dun mind sleeping 24hrs also. Woohoo~ Piggy!! ^o^

So lame.

BYEBYE!

Monday, March 10, 2008 ; 10:41 PM♥

Today is the first day of march holidays. Means I've been a so call taitai for 10 weeks le. So damn fast. Instead of continuing my sec 5 life, I choose to get out of that school and study other things. And I know its O level year, so all teachers are bound to give alot of homework. From cluster papers to TYS or online assignments. Hahaha. *Evil laugh* =/

Sunday, March 9, 2008 ; 11:19 PM♥

Yes yes, I wanna kiss you for the rest of my life. :D

Wake up at 9am. Lie on bed till 10 plus going 11. Go downstairs dabao food. Eat and bath finish, already 12pm. Cab to BB's house. Yup, I just love short distance cab. Its only about $4 so I can still afford it.

Today I heard the loudest burp and fart, see the biggest eater I've ever saw, felt the painest pinch using toes, fight with a damn violent but skinny person with all the veins so visible. So cool. And I hug the warmest person, smell a super 男人味 from him, get super loads of ultimate great kisses. I can feel love. ;)

And the ultimate annoying missed calls and smses from my mum. Damn irritating. So I choose not to answer but I still reply her smses. Because of this, I have to run from 201 to Ngee Ann Sec there. Damn!!

Hop onto my dad's car and off we went to the temple. Walao. So smokey and pack with a 20,000 people I think. If I die of asthma inside, nobody will know it. Yah, I've got asthma when I'm a baby, but my mum said its cured already. I also don't know about this until she told me. But I never had any asthma attack before leh. Just feel that sometime the lungs there abit tight if doing virgous exercise. I'm so tired now after the run and sleeping for only 5 hours. Hiaz hiaz hiaz.

My throat hurts!! Like got one lump of thing stuck inside it. Sian sian sian. Pardon me if I've make any spelling mistake. Lazy to go dictionary.com check. And I'm blogging this in a super tired mood.

Friday, March 7, 2008 ; 11:52 PM♥

Think won't be going to the uncle house anymore. My mum didnt mention about it already.

Too many things happen at home lately. War starting at Ahma house again. Sian sian sian. So fking irritating to hear about it also. Stupid woman!! Marry into the family den everyday have no peace. I swear I won't be like you!! My cousin did a recording about my ahgu and ahma conversation. All in hokkien so I dun really understand what they talking about. My hokkien issint very good. Was thinking whether I want to upload here so it will be easier for me to listen when I want to. Lols.

Vintage bag in my mail today. Finally, waited for so long already. Love the way how the leather smells too! Haha.

Looking forward to sunday. Byee.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ; 11:51 PM♥

Wohoo! Finally finish watching Ying Ye 3+1. Love MingDao soooo much. :)

Meet CWC in the afternoon, pass him the N level papers and my Bio notes. All hand written by me. I love to copy notes then after that throw them aside without reading it. Like very stupid. And when exams are approaching, last min take out and read.

Looking very forward to this saturday. My mum says she's going to bring me to one uncle house to learn baking from him. Oh well, he's a chef at some 5 star hotel in Spore, but retire already. Also don't know where she find this lobang. Aunties will always be aunties. Anyway, hope it really helps in my practical. Its been a long time since I've baked after CNY. Baking ingredients are expensive!! (Just an excuse to cover up my lazyness. =P) I'm now reading books on baking borrowed from the library. And one of this book has torn pages in it! Forget to check before borrowing. Sian. Its been a very long time since I've read a book. Lol. Enjoy my so call taitai life now. Den later suffer. =.=

And this sunday is going to be the so call best day of my life. Well, don't know whether I should be looking forward to it or not.

BUHBYE.

Monday, March 3, 2008 ; 1:10 AM♥

I hate football!! They're the lamest game on earth. 22 retarded running and chasing over a ball and 2 dumb goal keepers trying to save the ball. Really sibei lame. Why are men especially my dad so siao over this game. Issin't it boring to see them run after the ball. Because he's so siao of this, he always use the comp very long!! Its so irritating to let him use when I'm watching show or afk when I'm talking in MSN. Grrr...!! I hope government will ban people from placing soccer bets. =P

Went to ahma house to have steamboat just now. And ahyi brought one super huge crab! Its so damn heavy luh. Eat till my stomach very bloated. I love steamboat cos eating the ingredients will make you full without having rice. One very good way to cut down carbohydrates which makes me fat. WHY AM I BORN TO BE FAT?!?!?!?!?!?!

I love waking up when my mum is not at home. Best is to sleep till 1pm+ without her nagging. Every afternoon at 12pm, she will start shouting my name to wake me up. Hiaz.