Sunday, November 30, 2008 ; 10:46 PM♥
13 more days to birthday and freedom. Just bear with it. For the next one week, just fucking study the whole book of Menu Planning and Food Cost. Phew~ Wonder when will this nightmare end. But before that gonna go out with boyfriend one day and get that sister-clinton birthday present. Ehh sis, you should be happy that during my exams period I still go out and get present for you hor! Make sure you return me one present on my birthday.
Its been a couple of months since you left my heart behindcryin` all my tears out as my eyes becomin` blindnothing feels the same cuhz i`m so used to being heldfriends would be concerned of me but never would i tellthat i was gettin` hurt by the only one i ever lovedthe one who was created to be sent to me from abovei still don`t know what went wrong, or why we had to endnot only were you my baby but you were my best friendand now it seems like i`ve lost everything i ever hadeverything worth livin` for, flyin away from my handslivin` everyday, questioning myself the same thingyou left without a reason, left me here reminicin
xoxoxo
remember the days we used to sharewhen you told me that always nd forever you would carenow you left me alone, holding on to the phonehopin` things would go back to how it was long agotell me whywhat made you decide to leave me backtell me whythere was nothing that you, you didn`t havetell me why
back when we was younger, we both each made a promisetellin` each other that we would always be honestof how we felt, what we thought, and soon that day cameyou took my hand, asked me out, and walked together in the rainwe spent hours on the fone, we were close like white on riceplayin around, asking me to one day be your wifewhen they saw you, they saw me standing right next to youmatchin` everyday, matchin` clothes, matchin` hat and shoesalways dedicating songs we hear to each otheralways thinking that all of those days would last forevertell me why everything had to come to thisyou dont understand, there`s so much things that i miss
whatever happened to the promises you madewhatever happened to the future you wanted to createnow it`s all down the drain, all the time we spent, wastedwhenever we had problems, we had always fixed and saved itso why the change of heart, tell me why are we apartwhen you had told me before that you loved me since the starttell me why you suddenly wanna leave our past behindbaby all i`m asking you is to please tell me why(tell me why, tell me why)
theres so much pain for me to hide insidebut you don`t even notice so theres no use to hidei miss the feeling u gave me wen you looked into my eyesand now when i remember the moment all i do is crythe day you left, baby, you took my dreams with youi can`t even rebuild them cuhz i`m standin alone without youstop giving me all the stories, cuhz i know that they're liesjus open your heart, look into my eyes, and tell me why
xoxoxo
