Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ; 10:31 PM♥
No mood to celebrate CNY. Ang bao less than $200. Shit sial! One make up down, 3 more to go. I know I will take more MC's when production days start. Next week will be the last week in Charcoal. Sian! I don't want to go back to school. So damn fucking farrrr and boringggg~
Sunday, January 25, 2009 ; 9:24 PM♥
To Miss Lim Shiqi :
Please remove the "Desmond aka Madeline steady" in your blog. 4 months ago I have nothing to do with this person anymore. So to avoid misunderstanding, you must remove okay. Don't be lazy. (:
CNY is boring. I only want ang baos.
; 2:26 AM♥
Just browse through Skinfood website and found out that Raffles City has an outlet! Dixon, faster get your ass back to S'pore and lets go shopping together. & damn. I spend about $100 this week on shopping, food and MC's. Nabeis. Now I've got to do 16 hours of make up. Sian. Finally got the Faceshop white eyeshadow stick and sharpener. Got to get new foundation powder as there's a big hole in the center already. I hope my dad has a money printer.
p/s: Its 4.30am now but I still can't get to sleep. And I have nobody to talk to lahhh. Fuckkkkkkkkkkk.
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart"
Saturday, January 24, 2009 ; 2:05 AM♥
This photo really makes me go rofl. 6F'03 photo which I got from Jiajie. Miss Hayati send it to her. Its been 6 years already. I look so retarded in the past. Try to find me if you can. Haaas. I prefer this white uniform top than the new orange one that my brother is wearing. It looks damn ugly and horrible luh! And I can't get to sleep again. Urgh! I'm hungry. =/
Friday, January 23, 2009 ; 12:01 AM♥
I actually spend $54 on Perlini Silver today, necklace, bracelet & earrings. *Faint* Meet Dixon for shopping at Raffles City before working. Then I've got that very ugly classic card. Up to date, I think I've spend more than $100 on P.S. Gonna add more to my collection. Oh yes, saw one very cool keyring that cost $98. But that's for men and its plated with MY CAR. Really very chioooooooooooooooo~ And I know if I have the money, I will get it. ;)
Why do I feel that that kind of very sour heartbroken feeling will be coming near me again? Damn. I don't feel good. I'm tired of living like this.
Thursday, January 22, 2009 ; 12:59 AM♥
Had another 6F'03 gathering again with Miss Hayati at Seoul Garden. Saw those familar faces again. Really miss them and primary school life. Was such a happy and carefree girl in the past. But now, damn horrible lah! So many things can happen in the past 5 years and really regretted doing things that should not be done. But these obstacles really make be become stronger. Gonna treat myself better and live my life to the fullest now. :)
& my cough doesn't seems to go away. Every year sure got a period of time I will cough badly. Usually last up to a month or 3 months latest. Guess my lungs aren't in good working condition anymore.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ; 11:50 AM♥
I will be a good girl and go to work today. :D
Monday, January 19, 2009 ; 2:06 AM♥
Its 2am now but I still can't sleep. Working afternoon shift for this week so its okay lah. Gotta pop out from my bed at 6am later to give a pig morning call. I think I must call for 10 times before he wakes up. I'm taking MC later again. But this time I never kay siao okay. Really coughing badly and can't talk. How can food handlers keep coughing when working. Later germs spread inside the food how? Haas. Me and my stupid excuses. So, got to do make up again liao. But nvm, I enjoy my work esp in the kitchen. :D
Saturday, January 17, 2009 ; 11:24 PM♥
And finally I've lost my voice thanks to those mangoes I ate during staff meal. Not a few but alot. Mangoes and mango puree drink. Nice one lah. Now I talk like a toad, sing like a crow. Damn horrible. Did make up again today. 8am till 10pm. By right 8pm can leave but by left I stayed on till 10. Camp myself in the kitchen for the whole day again. Did and learn quite alot of things. Sorry guys, for throwing your in the pastry counter and go to the kitchen. You know I can't stay still doing nothing. Teehee. ;)
Friday, January 16, 2009 ; 10:40 PM♥
Had a horrible sore throat which makes me keep coughing non stop. Guess tml I will lost my voice and cough even worst. Did 4 hours of make up today. Damn fun la. Stay in the kitchen as pastry counter damn cramp and crowded. End up peeling onions for 30 mins which make me cried. Another 4 more hours to go. Take more MC = Make up more days. So the moral of the story is, don't take MC when having school attatchment. :]
Thursday, January 15, 2009 ; 10:07 PM♥
Yesterday during working, slept at hot spot. Don't know why I'm so tired also. Come back haven bath jiu sleep till 7.30. 2 hours later I went to sleep again till morning. Feeling so sick these few days. Really lack of good food and sleep luh! I want to eat chilli crab! :(
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 ; 9:38 PM♥
Happy 18th Birthday, Yeo Nengli!
I don't know why I feel that my legs are breaking today. I'm actually looking forward going to Charcoal everyday. Not because of the work, but the people there are damn cute and friendly lah! Teehee. ;)
Sunday, January 11, 2009 ; 2:29 PM♥
Going to Chinatown Party World later in the evening to celebrate boyfriend's birthday with the regulars. But, I'm working morning shift tomorrow. Tmd.
Friday, January 9, 2009 ; 1:27 PM♥
Leaving home at 2.45, starting work at 4. Gonna stand and nua for the next 6 hours. Same routine for tomorrow also. Working really damn no life when its afternoon shift. Yawns~
; 12:53 AM♥
My cramps are seriously killing me. I hope I will be able to sleep tonight and not rolling on my bed.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 ; 11:37 PM♥
When you grow older, you will find that nothing seems to intrest you anymore.
Sunday, January 4, 2009 ; 1:42 AM♥
Dark eyecircles & eyebags, tired body, sour legs is what I got from working!! I need more mask please. Hot kitchen is so damn cool. They can shout whatever they want. Unlike pastry corner, so boring. Yawns~ Ohh, and I fucking hate that school has reopend. Every morning will be jamming everywhere and I will be late luh! Gonna put eyemask and catch some sleep now. Working afternoon shift for next week. Hahaha! Good night!
Thursday, January 1, 2009 ; 10:27 PM♥
I'm soaking my leg with warm water now. Damn shiok. Happy new year people!
Yesterday after work went home then go to Cityhall again to meet up the regulars. They're late for 30 minutes amd I'm waiting for them alone. Nabeis. & bla~ Say don't want to ton in the end still ton. Reach home at 8am, remove makeup, bath and sleepppp!! Tml still got to wake up at 6am. Hiax.
Madeline's 2009 resolutions.
1. Slim down.
2. Good results in studies.
3. A good hotel for attatchment.
4. Stop whining and kbing.
5. New handphone.
6. My legs to get use for standing long hours.
7. More money for shopping.
8. Find more reasons to smile.
9. Maybe a good boyfriend? Haas!
10. Good health to everybody.
This is more of a wishes than resolutions ba. Off to sleep now. Byeex!
Madeline. 
